CHATCHATZONE/ADVICESorry but I am really sad and needed to vent it out here!!!! Sorry hope you have an amazing day!!
I have always made my relationship look prefect from the outside! I never vented about the bad stuff that happened!! We met when I was 14 turning 15... We got together when I was 17 years!! We are the same age!! This was my first relationship! The same argument we had in the begin or the relationship is what came back and what ended the relationship!!! I would never say it was his fault or my fault!! I would always love him.
We changed!! He is not the same boy I liked two years and I know I have changed. I don’t want to stop being friends with someone just to make my relationship work!! Like I am Ms.MAKEITWORK!!!!!!!!!!! I went through hell and back and didn’t vent to anyeone!! I just wanted it to work!! I guess because everyone wanted it to work!!!
But I must say!! I am going to find myself and get back to being myself!!! I don’t want to change for someone to make the relationship work...I want to be with someone that loves me for me!!! No just because I wouldn’t cheat on you!!! I want them to accept every part of my life!!
If you are in a relationship where it feels like you have to get approval for someone and you can’t be yourself!! Step back and think do you want to be in a relationship like this!!!! Are you in the same type of relationship that if your friends tell you that they in and you tell them they deserve better!! What about you?? Don’t you not deserve better!!!
I would always be friends with him!! Because at the end of the day!! We have been friends way longer... And we were better as friends than in a relationship!!! I will never regret my relationship!! And I wish him the best and hope one day he finds someone amazing and builds an amazing relationship with them!!!
I honestly, hate the fact that after a relationship ends; you have to start all over with someone else!! But if I am completely honest!! I do not want to be in a relationship for a few years!! I want to love myself and find myself!! I want to be with someone that makes my heart race when they walk into the room!! Puts me first and proud to be with me!!! I want to feel completely love and accepted!! I don’t want to lose friends just to make my relationship work!!!
I want the person to love me and never want to lose me!! I want the person to be there for me!! Get worried if am upset and want to talk in out and be there whenever I need them!! I want someone to listen to me and completely understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want the person to have the same effort they have before the relationship!! Not because you got the girl don't mean you have to stop trying!!
But girl, I just want to take a long while and be free and work on my blog!!! Study and get amazing grades at university!!!!!!!!!! If you where in my situation and you want someone to talk to email me or comment below!! No that you’re not alone and surround yourself with your close friends!! Who really has your best interest?
I will never stop caring and loving him!!! But we but need to find ourselves and love ourselves before we settle down with someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I wish you the best in life and how you succeed in life and everything you put your mind at.