Thursday, October 13, 2016

Broken Up after two years! And four years of friendship!!!!!!!!!!!


Sorry but I am really sad and needed to vent it out here!!!! Sorry hope you have an amazing day!!

I have always made my relationship look prefect from the outside! I never vented about the bad stuff that happened!! We met when I was 14 turning 15... We got together when I was 17 years!! We are the same age!! This was my first relationship! The same argument we had in the begin or the relationship is what came back and what ended the relationship!!! I would never say it was his fault or my fault!! I would always love him.

We changed!! He is not the same boy I liked two years and I know I have changed.  I don’t want to stop being friends with someone just to make my relationship work!! Like I am Ms.MAKEITWORK!!!!!!!!!!! I went through hell and back and didn’t vent to anyeone!! I just wanted it to work!! I guess because everyone wanted it to work!!!

But I must say!! I am going to find myself and get back to being myself!!! I don’t want to change for someone to make the relationship work...I want to be with someone that loves me for me!!! No just because I wouldn’t cheat on you!!! I want them to accept every part of my life!! 

If you are in a relationship where it feels like you have to get approval for someone and you can’t be yourself!! Step back and think do you want to be in a relationship like this!!!! Are you in the same type of relationship that if your friends tell you that they in and you tell them they deserve better!! What about you?? Don’t you not deserve better!!!

I would always be friends with him!! Because at the end of the day!! We have been friends way longer... And we were better as friends than in a relationship!!!  I will never regret my relationship!! And I wish him the best and hope one day he finds someone amazing and builds an amazing relationship with them!!!

I honestly, hate the fact that after a relationship ends; you have to start all over with someone else!! But if I am completely honest!! I do not want to be in a relationship for a few years!! I want to love myself and find myself!! I want to be with someone that makes my heart race when they walk into the room!! Puts me first and proud to be with me!!! I want to feel completely love and accepted!! I don’t want to lose friends just to make my relationship work!!!

I want the person to love me and never want to lose me!! I want the person to be there for me!! Get worried if am upset and want to talk in out and be there whenever I need them!! I want someone to listen to me and completely understand me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want the person to have the same effort they have before the relationship!! Not because you got the girl don't mean you have to stop trying!!

But girl, I just want to take a long while and be free and work on my blog!!! Study and get amazing grades at university!!!!!!!!!! If you where in my situation and you want someone to talk to email me or comment below!! No that you’re not alone and surround yourself with your close friends!! Who really has your best interest?

I will never stop caring and loving him!!! But we but need to find ourselves and love ourselves before we settle down with someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish you the best in life and how you succeed in life and everything you put your mind at.

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Hurricane Matthew!!!!!!!!!


Hi Guys!! So let’s talk about Hurricane Matthew!! My heart goes out for everyone that Hurricane Matthew visited!!! I have heard about all the losses and house destruction!! It is really sad and I want to say sorry and rest in peace for everyone who didn’t make it!!! And all my love to the families who are facing the world of problems at the moment!! I hope everyone who survived is safe and have food and water and a place to sleep!!

Early this morning I got a text from my phone network which is Digicel that I can text a certain number to send money to Haiti!! Each time you text it donates 5TT dollars, all proceeds go to Haiti Relief Fund!!!

If you are reading this and you live in Trinidad and you have a Digicel phone!! Please text Help to 5151. I have texted twice thus far so I have donated 10TT dollars so far... Please donate and keep Haiti and everyone else who was affected by hurricane Matthew in your prayers.

Now research this!! If you don't live in my country and want to donate please click on this link!! "Haiti Relief Fund" and you can donate on their website...

Disclaimer!! NO this is not a sponsored post!!! NO one knows my blog exist lol!!!
I am just hoping someone sees it and be kind to donate!!

Thursday, October 6, 2016

A short story and a lovely picture just for you!!!


I realised I loved you. I realised you were the first person I ever loved. The circumstances back then drew us closer and further apart at the same time....Now our ships has cross paths once more and it has electrified my memories of us. Well what we once were... I see you and my heart fumbles and tumbles but they are no exchange of words between us.

Our ships may have arrived at the same place but our friendship never did. It died while we where apart. Now we move like strangers walking past each other. But at least I know our love at that time was not a lie. But maybe in anytime or universe our love that we once shared may be greater and lead us together.

I realised as I write this. That, this is my goodbye letter to you. Goodbye to my first love.... as your ship leaves the harbour and disappeared into the fog and Wide Ocean. All our conversation... the words that mean so much to me... all the time we spent together... replayed in my mind and are filed and locked away in the deep ends of my thoughts. My love as gone and no more would I wonder what if!

I took this picture coming home from school. If you been reading my blog for a long time you would of realise how much I love seeing the sun rise and set!! It is truly amazing. Don’t forget to share and follow my blog it would make my day and make it even better it you comment HI or anything else...  :D

Sunday, October 2, 2016

Welcome to October!!!


Quotes of the day- "You only fail when you stop trying!!"

HI gorgeous people!!!
I know this maybe the most boring blog you ever read!! Sorry....Hopefully someone out of the 5 people who maybe read my blog!!! I hope someone enjoys my blog!!! Guys I have hair tips!! Like I don’t know when I am going to post them but if you want them!! Just comment below!!

So it is Sunday and I hope everyone had an amazing day!!!! I had an amazing Sunday lunch!! At 2pm.. lol It was really delicious and I am still full.... The picture below is what I ate!! If you’re brave enough, which I know you are tell me what you had for lunch or having for dinner!!

So I fell in love with someone! LOL It’s a YouTuber!! Not in love.... in love!!!! He is new at Youtube only about 2000 subscribers!! So go show him some love and subscribe!!! Girl is smile!!! It is the smile that got me hook!!! He is gorgeous!!! Lol...His name is Daniel Casas!!!!

If you’re a company and what me talk about your products..... Well wants I like it!!! Just send me an email!!! I would love to do some reviews!!! Also if anyone want me to do a post on anything!! Something you want me to talk about.... any questions you want me to answer!! Just email me or if your brave you can comment below!! But if you want to remain anonymous just email me!!! And if you do specify if you want me to add your name in the post or not!!!

You finding after waking up around 4am.... The sunrise is so beautiful.... I gives me a reason to love waking in up that early in the morning.... One day I dare you to wake up really early and just look at how amazing the sun is... So any day in this week... You will be amazed.