Friday, September 30, 2016

New! Remember you're Beautiful!!!!!!!!!!


HI my loves!

So in my last post I accidentally said it been two weeks of schools!! Nopes today was the end of Week four! I had an exam today!!! It was okay... I was really sick... Not well at all. But I am okay for now!!! So after school I was walking to go met my dad!!! This is where my horrible day turned into an amazing day!! Yippppppppeeeeeee!!! So I was walking and then this guy! Whom I never met in my life!!! Don’t know what his name is or where is from!!! I basically don’t know who this person is!! He stopped me in the most polite way possible!!!

He said “Hi, Random Compliment You’re cute!”

ME: aww thank you...

Then we walked away!! I may never meet him again and he may never read this!! But it was as though God sent him to make my day a little brighter. I walked away from that feeling so happy! I could not stop smiling. Someone that I do not know made my day so much better than people I am around every day. I hope one day he reads this... If you do! Thank you. I will never forget you.
And for the lovely person reading.. You are beautiful always remember that!!! So remember I told you have pictures! Lol going to upload it!! Look below.

These pictures where all taken a few weeks ago!!! I was so amazing to capture that sunset in the first picture!! It looked so beautiful I just had to take out my phone and capture it for you. The picture with the fishes, I went to a restaurant, nothing fancy. I bought the food and came back home!!! Lol The last picture I decided to edit it to make it look better because my Samsung young did not make it look wonderful!

These fishes are so amazing and wonderful!!! They look as though there love the home!! I hope all they family is there and no one is all alone in the tank!!!

 So I edited these differently to say sorry for not posting as often as I did few months ago.

Remember to share this post and comment and follow!! It would mean so much to me if you did! Please thank you!!!!

Wednesday, September 28, 2016

Sorry for not Posting!


Hi gorgeous people! I know I have not post in a really long time! I started university and it’s been two weeks and I already had assignments and this Friday I have an exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like it is so overwhelming. I really do not know who people have time to party in university and everything else you hear people do at university!! Well if you’re new to my blog I am doing my degree! I am doing a double major in Biochemistry and Biology.  If you have any advice for being a new student at university!!
If you are in university I would say, do not get carried away by new people or surrounds! Remember who you are and never stop being who you’re just to be part of something! Stay true to who you really are. Be yourself and you are perfect the way you are... This also goes for anyone in Primary school or High School etc.
Oh my, it is funny when my friends sees they ex’s!! Lol to my luck I do not have one!!!!!!!!! But I do have a close friend!! I spoke about that friend before! I just do not want to open that friendship door and it is not the same as before!! But TWO weeks straight I never saw the person then out of the blue we met and every day since I saw them just hid!!! But you never know what may happen next! Maybe the friendship is important as I say it is and we become stronger now than ever!! Or maybe in another lifetime.

Well once more sorry for not posting as frequently as before!! But it would mean a lot to me if you follow my blog and leave a lovely comment below!!! Do not forget to just be you!

Sunday, September 18, 2016

First Week of Uni!!!


It have been a really long time!! So has official started back for me!! I am currently doing my Biochemistry and Biology!!! Yayyy!!!!!!!!! First step into designing my own products!! My first week was so tiring!! One because I reach to school really early!! My dad wakes me up 3:45am!! Which is so not Cool!!!!!!!!!!!
I got lost a couple of times!! But it always takes me 10minutes after I get loss to find my location...  Thankfully I have been late to any classes!! “Knock on wood” I already have assignments!! Exams already coming up!!1 The life of a university student!! I really do not know how people go out to lime!!!!
I met a lot of my old friends! Sadly we are not in the same classes!! And I am the worst at making new friends so.... No new friends!! SAD lol
So how have you been!???!! What is new and interesting in your life????????????? Did you miss my blog post!! NOpes.. Okay!
Well enjoy your day!! I have photos I just need to send them to my laptop!! Oh my have you watch "unboxing" videos of the I phone 7... It looks cool... So need to save for a new phone because it Samsung young galaxy is not capturing the amazing things my eyes see!! The beauty I want to share with you...
Ooh Happy Belated birthday to Mr. Pointless Blog.. Aflie Deyes!!

Thursday, September 8, 2016

Your Happiness is all that matter!!!


-if you’re not happy, stop! Look for what makes you happy!-

If you have ever read any of my blog post before you would know where my passion lies!! I want to work with kids... I want to travel the world and help people!! That what I want to do!!! I want to design products, which is why I want to get into biochemistry!!!! I trust in the Lord, I want biochemistry!! Like I really want to do that!! Nothing else at this point!!

I have the worst headache!!! Every little thing can make me cry at the moment!!! Like seriously I watch so many videos!! I cried a lot!!! Then I saw this well I put my own twist to it!! “You know who will be there for you when you fall.............................. The floor!” It is so true that I am not sure if I should laugh or cry at this point!!  If you confused why I am so sad look at the post before!!9

I also wanted to do a post about Zoella!!

She is so amazing and I am so happy that I am one of her many subscribers on YouTube!! She is someone that I honestly look up to!! When I say I want to make and design my own products is because of her!! Not because of her success in it but because she is so passionate in what she does!! She inspires me! Because she makes me feel my dreams as well can come true!  She has new products coming out and they look so amazing!!! I am so jealous that I do not live in England to go and meet her!!!
Click on her name_ to see her new products!!!! The Zoella Apartment!

I really hope one day I design my own products!

I know I say sorry for the negativity that I brought to the blog!! But I did say I want to share everything with you! This path in my life is really bad! My life is not the way I wanted it!! It is really sad and I am freaking out inside just feeling to cry every minute!! But the blog is the only place I can explode my feels!! God I trust your plans but please like to get into Biochemistry!! I want to work so hard at university!! It is scary how driven and ready I am to be studying and working hard!! I think is because of the blog also!! I want to document my journey here!! The good.... the bad!! And everything in between... I am serious!! I know I have not taken photos in a long while!! Do not worry!! I am going to start back soon.....

If you’re reading thing! Remember that your happiness is all that matters!! If you’re not happy, what is the sense of doing something..... Yes our plans may not go as plan!! I should know!! LOl I never thought I of all persons would be in this position... I want something so bad!! Like first time in my life I am ready to fight for something!! I am usually the person that goes with the flow!! NO... I want that I want!! And In God’s holy name I pray so much that I get it!! I hope whatever makes you happy, I hope you get it!

When you just can’t no more


So I got into university amen!! But with something I know anything about!! Statistics and Economics!! I did maths and additional mathematics and Pure mathematics!!! I place actuarial sciences but I honestly after thinking it over I never wanted to get in!! I really wishing right now that I get an option to choose biochemistry!! They are no solution or anything towards that!! Please!!! God please let me get into Biochemistry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to cry right now!! I don’t know what are Statistics and Economics!!! I want Biochemistry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please someone pray for me!!!!!

I am currently having the worst day! I really do not want to do Statistics and Economics as a degree!!! Please God please hear my cry!!! 


Tuesday, September 6, 2016

Sorry for not posting!! Wondering if to DELete the blog or not!!


I want to start off with a quote from Me before You, the movie!!!
“Push yourself. Don’t Settle. Just live well. Just LIVE!”

I have not been posting because I have been sick for the past few days!!! Like feeling extremely week and just not in the mood and then some days I am little better!! I am feeling really sick typing this! Well I have not posted in a really long while and I felt bad for not posting..... I don't know whether or not you enjoy reading but I still felt bad for not uploading anything!! 

To top it off my school... well the school I want to attend has not email me anything!!! You would think because it was an error due to their system they would put more effort in helping me!!! I really not feeling great and I really wish that they help me already!! Please pray that they contact me that I organise myself for school..... 

Oh about deleting!! I see the views which are really low! I know my blog is not fancy or anything popular but I just feel Blaa about it!! I like the look of it!! Kind of! I know how I want it look it is nowhere close but I am working with what I got!!! I started this blog just to post pictures that I take!! Then it turned into a chatty blog along with the photos!! I guess I not been anywhere to take pictures due to the fact that I been stuck home doing nothing!! But I do not know!! What do you say??! Do you like it or not!! Comment below!!

Thing is I have a lot to post about like hair tips and movie reviews I just not feeling up to it at the moment!!! I have it all written down!! comment down below want you want me to do!! Or email me. thank you enjoy your day!!

To the wonderful Universe Give me a chance at university please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, September 1, 2016

Still having Hope!!!


Let’s start off with a quote!!

“A single thread of hope is still a very powerful thing.”

So back to my university application!! Girl! They change their system and of all the people in the world my file got left behind!! Hence why I never got a response of what my class are going to be!! Which I am being totally chill about!!! It was a system error! Now the dean of my faculty has to go through my documents and decide what classes I am going into!!! God I know I am going to university.... I know that I am going to get through!!! I really want the dean to get my business organised with quickly!! Cause school starts really soon!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine I have not started yet and the dean already has to know all my information that is scary!!!!!!! Well I am still having faith!!! Yes girl!!!!!!!!!! I want to get a call by tomorrow! To know what is going on. Because I have to go other stuff to officialise meaning!! Like get stuff approved... pay stuff... books... get my school ID!!! So by the grace of God I hope everything works out fast and smoothly!!
I must say I happy their realised the problem and it was totally out of my control at the time! But I hope because of the error they help me. I hope everything going good! I am staying positive!! I am going to university! I know I am! Staying positive!!

So to change the topic... If you are familiar with my blog then you would have realised I really like doing some Facebook test/quiz stuff!!! One because I am totally bored! Lol

The question was “What was your only mistake?”

So they said my only mistake was that.” I gave my heart to somebody who didn’t want it.” I totally do not agree with that! Because I'm really wise with my heart! In term of relationships! I had been in one relationship and still am in that relationship! We started off as friends. We know each other for about four years now! But I kind of understand what it may be saying! In terms of friends! Yes I truly guard my heart there because people can burn you!! Like one minute your perfect friends then few years pass and you are not friends anymore!! I been only open to only one of friends, who I truly trust! Like we have this spoken bond that if you need me, I am there for you.... vice verse! But due to a certain incident we are not as close as before but I still believe the bond is there! But I honestly do not want to have another friend like that! I do not want to replace it!! So yeah my heart was in that friendship and now I do not fancy having close friendships!!! Like I have friends but I am not going to sit down and vent all my problems to you!! If you know what I mean!!! Well besides this blog clearly!!!!!!!!!! LOL

In the end of the test they give you a summery/meaning!! I really loved what they said!! “You’ve only committed a single mistake in your entire life. But instead of feeling bad about yourself, it has made you even stronger! Your wisdom and charism has grown ever since. It seems like you’re unstoppable!”

After being in a friendship where the person completely understood you! And you understood them and that's what happened to the friendship!! You definitely grow and get wiser on whom to trust!! Or maybe I am just afraid! Who knows?

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