Wednesday, August 31, 2016

Looking for HOPE


So everything seem to be going wrong in my life! I wrote about in an old post. But I want to change it... the stream of bad luck that was thrown my way!!! It is time to change the pathway!! So tomorrow I am going to know what I going to do in university!! Yes I am throwing it into the universe I am going to university!!! I am going to know what course I am going to take!! Yes Universe!!! Tomorrow is the day to make everything right!!!

So as the day got closer to the end! As it approached night time!! The sunset... Girl that sunset was amazing! The difference in colours as the minutes went back!! I took few steps away from it to get a different view of it.... when I got back to the original spot the colour was totally different. It got more and more beautiful as the time when bye!!!!!

When I look at these pictures I see hope!! I see that God has a plan!! And his plan will be laid out very soon!! I see that my future and your future are bright!!! I am telling you tomorrow is going to be a good day!!! Say your prayers tonight before you lay your head to bed! That tomorrow is going to be a good day!!

Yes my amazing universe tomorrow!!! Tomorrow is going to be a great day!!!

God please make tomorrow go smoothly and everything be good!!!!

Independence Day


In Trinidad and Tobago we are celebrating 54 years of Independence!!! My country gained independence from the lovely Great Britain on August 31st, 1962........ So the history said that midnight on 30th August, 1962, the Union Jack (that is the British Flag) was lowered and our beautiful Trinidad and Tobago flag was raised for the first time!!!! Hurray...........
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You can say Britain was our mother and it was time for us to leave the nest and be on our own!! So we became independent and stood tall and strong together as people and a nation. Because we were not owned by someone else!!! So it was a proud moment in history for my country!! I was not born lol of course I am nineteen....

I would like to say Happy Independence to Trinidad and Tobago. My beautiful country and people!! Enjoy the fireworks tonight!!!!!

Tuesday, August 30, 2016

sad days!


You know when everything in your life seems to just not go the way you want it!!! Well it happening to me! Nothing is going as plan and yes I’m scared! But I do not want to talk to anyone about because to me it my problem! LOL but then you may be wondering why you even post this! Well because even though I see the views no one comments so it feel’s fake! It feels as though no one ever reads this... so I guess it easier to write it than call someone and talk to!

I feel like everyone know where they doing next and I the only one stuck and cannot move! By the where my blog is a secret only like to people know it exist!!! So do not worry they would know! Have you ever feel out of place! No one there! But you need someone but they not there anymore! First time in my life I am completely and utterly lost!!!! I was a person that always had a plan! But now I don’t have any...... I have nowhere to go and well of course no money! Because I works nowhere!!! I don’t get paid for blogging... It‘s a hobby and well my blog it nowhere as good and those amazing blogs out there!!!

I am writing this to note, how I feel at this point in my life!!! You know the stuck in the mud feeling!!! I hope if I ever re-read this in the future I never feel like this again! I hope something changes!! If you ever feel stuck as I do never loss your faith in God! God please help me figure my plan!! I really need to know where my life is heading next!!

To my future self!

I hope you find your path and you are successful. I hope what you are doing; you are passionate about it and love what you are doing! I hope you are not sad and lost like you was on this day!! Keep your head high and smile.... Do something amazing and life changing!!!

Sorry to bring such sad news to you but it is how I feel! I hope you, whoever you are is having an amazing life! God bless you!! 

Monday, August 29, 2016

Why Kids are Important!


As a kid, I was always sick.... to the point where I saw the hospital a lot! Serious I could remember the doctor poking me so many times with a needle to draw blood that I just got angry with him! Well angry inside, I was never a kid to react and throw tantrums... I think my parents were quite thankful for that!

Being at the hospital I saw so many kids and the pain they went through!! But as I grew my hospital visits decreased.... I would only get sick like twice a year and need to be taken to the emergency room but it been a longggg while since I been to the hospital because of begin sick!! Knock on wood!! My baby cousin... well he is like ten now but to me he still a baby... taking into consideration that I taught him how to walk and took care of him! He was over dose or something when he was a baby and he is epileptic! Because of that now and again we always see the inside of a hospital! Thankfully he is well and good now!!

Taking so many trips to visit him in the hospital you see so much! I remember seeing a lady sitting with a baby, the baby was like the size of her palms and I was and confused of why the baby was so small!! But I was shy and hey I was not gonna ask!!! Then as you walk down the hall you see so many kids with parents and without parents!! This one boy... He was born with some type of deformity and every time I went I always so him!! It always broke my heart that no one but nurses came to visit him!! He was totally normal and was a sweet boy... moving pass how he was born!! Seeing him made me realise I want to help kids like him and kids all over the world!! I always wanted to be a doctor to takecare of kids like him. But as the time got close to enter medical school I never apply! I did not want to be the person to tell you that the person you love has gone!! I did not want to become numb that death was nothing to me and I moved on so quickly!! Then I thought about if I had kids I want to be the one to take care of them not a maid or in laws!!!!

The last time I visited my cousin at the hospital... they was a baby girl about two or three years old! She was crying and her mom want to pack away stuff and get herself together for the night time! I went over to play with her so that she stayed calm so her mom would feel bad for doing something else than play with her! You would have tell, that it was really hard for her to see her baby in pain! She had a tubes/wire things connected to her! She was the cutest baby! She laughed and giggled... I cannot remember how long I played with her but I remember leaving was so hard it made me so sad! She had to remain in the hospital! I remember giving her a hug before I left and thanking her mom for letting me play with her! Her mom was like no thank you! That really made me sad I had to go. Well because visiting hours were over.

So in Trinidad on Good Friday and the night before going into Good Friend! People go to this church in Siparia... I went as a child and so many people who are homeless and have so little, comes and sitting outside! People usually give them money or clothes! I will always remember a time I went and this lady had her baby.... The place was hot and the baby was crying and I felt so sorry for them I took my ten dollars out my pocket and went over to the mom and give it to her... Then my mom went but I not sure what she gave her. But knowing I could of help her even in a little way made me happy. I never really go again because my family goes in the night and to me the morning seems more safe and better! But that lady and baby I could never forget! I was about seven or less.

Then last year I join and organisation that teaches kids of all age groups the school materials they were going to learn in the new school term so that they got a head start, along while helping them to read and write but basically anything they needed! Every kid had a different story and had they own struggle to tell. I was amazing to teach so many kids and see them happy to learn and grow in such a short time. The happiness on the parents’ faces that made them proud of the kids was even better!

I told you someone of the stories that I will always remember in my life and why I want to work with kids to help them and see them have a better life. I hope one day I get to work with organisations around the world to help kids! That would be so amazing to help change someone life for the better even in the smallest of ways.... I hope one day I get the opportunity to help kids out there. Thank you for taking your time out of the day to read this, I hope you follow the blog and come back soon.

Sunday, August 28, 2016

Have a look at your Personal Quote


Yes I did another Facebook test thing lol! I thought it would have been a nice way to tell you good night! I hope you had an awesome day!  So Sunday is close to an end and the work week is going to begin... Yes! That scary Monday!!! LOL have an amazing week and stay tune for another post tomorrow... it going to be a long one I hope you enjoy it!!!

So before I start if you want to take the test link on the link below!

So this is how it starts up.........

“Pay attention to your thoughts they are the beginning of your actions!”

Then the lower paragraph explains a little more!!

Your life is like a rollercoaster and that’s why you’ve already gain more life experience than most people! You had to face a lot of difficulties and learned early on how to be independent. Your mistakes are the source of your inner strength. For this reason, advice from you is priceless!

Wow it’s scary how true that it is!!!! LOL Well if you enjoy these Facebook test things I been going lately. Pease leave a comment below!! Thank you, enjoy your day!!

It’s Sunday Already!!!

Hi Gorgeous people! I really cannot believe its Sunday already!!! I feel like just day before well Tuesday was my birthday and it feels like it was yesterday... I spent time with my bestfriend.... I swear whenever my bestfriend is around everything seems better... It was honestly a good day. So back to this lovely Sunday, it’s sunny one minute and then a few grizzles of rain drops!!!

So I begin trying to re design my blog! But it so difficult! Like seriously I am so hard! I tried... I read... I tried and tried but I have not given up yet! I want to make it a lot more interesting I want the contents to float and clickable, so when you click on it you can read it and comment on it... I want it to be more interactive that just scrolling through and commenting whenever! I want to connect more when you all.... See and know what you think!! So if you have any advice on how to better design the blog please drop a comment below!!!

So one my birthday I got this lip balm! I like the scent of it and how it feels on the lips! It small and easy to carry around! It’s a small cube! The lip protectant/sunscreen sunscreen SPF 15.  I have the Pomegranate blueberry. The website says that:
   Hydrates – formulated with Shea Butter to restore moisture
·         Replenishes – with antioxidant Vitamins A, C, & E
·         Smoothes – rich emollients leave lips silky and soft
·         Protects – with SPF 15 sunscreen
·         Adds Shine – for a perfect radiant finish

I true believe that what that said is definitely true!!! What the product says it does...

So click on the link to go to website and maybe if you want purchase a few!! This is not a sponsored blog post! I just really like the product!!

So how are you sending this lovely Sunday?? Well drop a comment below and enjoy the rest of your beautiful day!! Remember stay positive and happy always. Bye gorgeous people!!!

Saturday, August 27, 2016

What is written in your heart


Did another Facebook test thing! If you want to do yours click on this link below...

They say that people don’t cry because they’re weak but because they have to be strong for too long.

This is what mine said!

Your heart has been through a lot. It has been through the highs and lows of life which is why you know the good and bad sides of people. Yet your heart is still strong and beats with the love of the whole world.

This is so true! Everyone has gone through some kind of pain... It can be a loss of a love one or a broken heart something!!! I cannot say I been broken heart because honestly I never had a “ex-boyfriend” Lol but I know what it is to loss someone you love and how it feels to feel empty inside when they are gone.  Whenever we face heart ache we always learn something from it! We do not see the lesson at that point in time but as the time passes we realise why things happen to us! It is a true saying when people say god only give us what we can bare “handle”...

I know I always say look for the good in every situation but sometimes it’s too dark to see the good but when it is the right time and you are ready the good/lesson would reveal itself to you!

When times are hard hold on to the people you know are good and would stand by your side till the storm is gone! Remember when in the dark look for the tinkling stars and when there is a storm it always have a beautiful rainbow right after! So when you are struggle, remember without the storm and rain you cannot see the rainbow! So keep your chin high and believe in whoever you believe in, that they have a perfect plan for you after the bad days!!!

Friday, August 26, 2016

A note about me!


I really wanted to take a photo of the sky today! Which I did but my phone did not do it justice at all! I really needed to get a good camera or something!!! I cannot describe how beautiful it looked! I really hope you saw your sunset today!!! Or If you did not!! Tomorrow promise me that you would go outside and look at the sunset and tell me about it! Please! Tell me about the beauty of your sunset!

So when I am bored I usually stroll through my Facebook new feed! I stumble upon this test thing! It basically tells you something about yourself! It makes your day a little brighter! It is true we are all masterpieces in progress!!!

This is what mines said about me!!

A note about Lenora

She makes broken look beautiful and strong look invincible. She walks with the universe on her shoulders and makes it look like a pair of wings. She is a whirlwind of crazy chaos, but she is so damn passionate, that she is worth it. She loves life and it loves her right back. She belongs to no man or land. She is hers before she is anybody else’s.

I really loved what that said and honestly it made me a bit happier today! If you want to know what is your note! Well what yours says click on the link below!

Sunday, August 21, 2016


Q&A with Lenorie!!!!


This is taken from 32 Random Questions.
So answer along and comment your favourite question and answer it below.
Or play along below!!

1.) Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?

-My Closet doors are always close! One because I don't really like them. I never got to pick it out so it do not match with my room! But grateful even though I do not really use it. LOL

2.) Do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?

-Never spent a night at a hotel, Been to about two for events but never stayed lol. Honestly I like my bed.

3.) Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?

-Out, I guess! I cover but then I feel to warm so I remove it. Then feel to cold lol!!

4.) Have you ever stolen a street sign?


5.) Do you cut out coupons and then never use them?
-Thinking if I ever used one! I do not know if we have coupons in Trinidad! Well I guess we do but never used any! To my knowledge!

6.) Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?

-A big bear! Not a million needles in me lol!

7.)Do you always smile for pictures?

-I do but not really, I do not really show my teeth! lol

8.) Do you ever count your steps when you walk?

-Only if I am walking upstairs that I have even walked up before!

9.) Have you ever peed in the woods?


10.) Do you still watch cartoons?

-Yes! Well the old school cartoons like Tom and Jerry, Bugs Bunny, etc!

11.) Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?

- My backyard! If you ever see it you would understand! Lol sand etc!

12.) What do you drink with dinner?

- Am Coke Cola or Mauby..... 

13.) What do you dip a chicken nugget in?

-Wendy's Sweet and Sour dip!!!!!!! I hungry thinking about chicken nuggets:(

14.) What movies could you watch over and over and still love?

- The notebook... Sweet home Alabama...... Me before you.... The Longest ride.. Born to Race....Real steel.. etc

15.) Were you ever a girl scout?


16.) Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?

-Hell noo!

17.) Can you change the oil on your car?

-Do not have a car! But have my licenses... but nope

18.) Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?

-Nope and hope I do not get one!

19.) Afraid of heights?

-No but I am not sure, Never been high enough to know!

20.) Do you sing in the car?


21.) Is Christmas stressful?

- NO and Yes well because all my family comes over and well I help and get stuff for everyone and I end up eating last and all that I like I never get lol.. But I bake most of the things so that is added stress!

22.) Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid.

- Teacher....Doctor...Anything to help and take care of babies!

23.) Do you believe in ghosts?

-Yes! But do not really think much on the topic!

24.) The first concert you ever went to.

-Never!!! Been to some kinda mickey mouse show with Disney characters!

25.) Walmart, Target, or Kmart?

-We do not have these in Trinidad! That I know of!
26.) Nike or Adidas?
-Both I guess! Do not think I have any of these!

27.) Can you curl your tongue?

- yes!!!!

28.) Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

-Yes.. Think we all have!

29.) The last concert you saw?


30.) Can you swim well?

-No.....I started lessons but had to stop because I had to help take care of my granddad who had a stroke! So I stopped half way through learning how to swim..

31.) Can you knit of crochet?


32.) Are you a dog person or a cat person?

- Dog person!!

Please comment below any question you want me to answer!! OR email me!!! Thank you!

Have you EVER been bullied at School

Have you EVER been bullied at School


I really don’t like when someone gets bullied.... It’s really mean and if you’re a bully you should stop now!! You may be thinking it’s a joke and your friends think you’re cool because you bullied someone...BUT it is not cool and you should never bully anyone or anything!!!
So back to the question! When I started high school, which was an all girls’ high school. The meanest girl who everyone was afraid of was not only in my school, she was in my van! Yes in my “School bus” van!!! Everyone was afraid of her and all her friends. I remembered seeing her in a fight right after school in front of my van and naturally of course I was afraid of her!!! So the first month or two I sat at the front of the bus so that I would not have to be close, to maybe annoy her or get on her bad side!

So in my school the older kids... her friends use to tax the younger kids basically my age group!!!! Tax as in bully kids for their money!! They used to walk around during lunch period and tax the younger kids. This story as a twist!!! Because I was in her van and also knew her cousin. She looked out for me and I was never taxed!! So basically I was never bullied in high school... Amen!! I hope I never do get bully!!!
Let’s call the bully “Sam” So because Sam was nice to me, so I got to know her!!! Her dad left her and her mom and married someone else! Then her mom left her and she had to stay with her aunty who beat her!!! Not bad but she lashed her! Sam was really scared of her aunty!!! All the pain she had at home, she made a wall and became mean to everyone except for her friends! That’s why she was a bullied!!!

I know that does not justify her actions but every bully has a story! Something bad has happened to them and inside they are all alone and they don’t like trusting anyone so they make other people feel bad to feel good!! This should never be right in any situation...
So I know school is opening soon. So remember if anyone says anything bad about you and you know it’s not true, all you need to do is ignore them! Ignore them because all they want is a reaction out of you and want to see you in a fight or confrontation. If you don’t let it get to you they would not bother you ... the person would realise whatever they said or do to you do not bother you and they would leave you alone. People like drama so reacting to things you know is not true would just give them want they want.

If anyone ever bullies you please go talk to someone like the principal or teacher! Never let anyone lies about you get to you okay!

I would like to take this opportunity to thank “Sam” because I knew her, I never got bullied! It safe to say people do change after high school she is definitely not a bully anymore... She is a hardworking person and a really good person now!!!

Thursday, August 18, 2016

200metres race!!! Olympics!!!

200metres race!!! Olympics!!!


The three persons I was cheering for made the top three!!! Which were Jamaica...Canada...France!!!!!
Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa sooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bolt! He truly is the human lightning bolt!! He made my Caribbean Heart PROUD once more!!! Congratulations!!! To all the people who took part!!!

I am very happy that we have people like BOLT to put the Caribbean on the map! We may me small but size would never stop us from chasing our dreams!!! Follow your dreams no matter where you come from and if anyone tell you.. you can't!! Prove them wrong..... 

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GO JAMAICA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GO CANADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!GO FRANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 17, 2016

Lets Just have

Let just have a CHAT!!


So I really love communicating with you all it really makes my day! Through email, twitter or comments! I am basically a person that reads everything...keeps everything anyone gives me. Soo basically I would like to grow my following but I don't want to force anyone to follow! Like I want you all to really want to follow and be part of an amazing community where we chat, share tips, and become a family! If you know what I mean! Like, honestly I really love this. It's my hobby and I just love having something that is mine! I have put work, time and effort into. 

So I know it's really late!! Or maybe really early for some of you but I want to stay thank you for the support! 7000 plus views! Like I never even thought I would get 100!! I know some people would be like that not a big deal you only have 2 followers! LOL but I really appreciate it! 

So thank you and Have an amazing day!! Don't forget I'm always here if you need me!

Monday, August 15, 2016

Let’s have a SUMMER CHAT!!

Let’s have a SUMMER CHAT!!!


So in Trinidad and Tobago we get two months “summer” vacation, which is really awesome and everything. Well you would think because I live in the Caribbean I would be at the beach or river or malls... something outdoors! Nopes! It’s the second month and I have been in the house which feels like forever! I have been in a pool one for the vacation which was a few weeks or less ago and it was one those full up pools and it like knee level!

I have been to Port of Spain, the capital but all I got from that was sun burn. It was fun to walking around the place and seeing the builds and people etc. I also went to a family event but I do not really know them as well because are my grandmother side of the family so I just know her siblings and that is about it!

So while I was in the middle of typing this I specially had an amazingly bad day! What was going good turned into the most horrible day! But thankful I am back home and blasting music to relax myself! Something’s that happened are below!
Oh my goodness! Why do parent find a way to make it your fault! I said I need to carry my results tomorrow and I need ink and paper for my print! Okay place close Cool I said never mind then! Come sense I would print it at school!!!!! No make me drove all over! Thankful didn’t have the ink I need! Never wasted my time but there! Cause they do not listen.......... ANNOYING!!!!

So on the bright side I looked at the sunset! I really don’t know how this passion started. I love looking at the sky as the sun sets. It always had been there forever. But it’s like because I started photographing it. I started to see the beauty. The different colours, the way it highlights the clouds. I was sitting in the car and in front of me the sky was fully blue but it was also an orange-gold layer lining the sky. Then to my left there was a patch of clouds with red- orange horizontal strokes that so bold that you could not even miss it. The within seconds it turns red and the lined below of the cloud as though the cloud was sitting on it! To my left the sky was completely blue! The beautiful and how complex it is! ALWAYS look at it!!!

So back to what I was originally was talking about! This summer I have been going to sleep really late like two or three in the morning! Watching Boy Meets World or on my blog! Then whenever I wake up I eat, relax and back to the blog!!! Ohh New thing I might occasionally exercise in the yard as the sunset!! It really a good time to exercise the place is not hot and the place feels peaceful and cool.  

Honestly, if you are stuck in the house like me! It’s Okay you do not need an instagram looking summer! Comment below if you are on instagram? Look at movies! YouTube! In the mornings I look at KKandbabyj... then later on I watch Sacconejoly’s, Pointlessblog... Okbaby!! But I really love watching Boy Meets world! Whenever I finish watching it I would do a whole post about it.

So I hope your summer is not as boring as mine! Comment below what you did or going to be doing!!!

Sunday, August 14, 2016

Disappointing day

 After a Disappointing Day!


Feeling disappointed in myself! Cried and over think and could not sleep! The full breakdown! But then I throw myself into fully working on the blog! I got the “start here” page finish and up. Also you can see all the changes I made... It’s a lot and so much more still needs to be done! I do not know if you like it or not! If you’re brave enough which I know you are, comment below and tell me!

In the beginning, before all that happened above the sun light shun so brightly into my room and it was as like if it wanted to wake me up! The photo I took was through a tinted window! Look at how bright and huge the sun looks!

I guess, I realised to accept not all things would go as you want them to but you have to believe that God has a reason for all things! He might not show us it right a way...but lying down and feeling sorry for myself was not how I am going to deal with the disappointment! I am going to work really hard on this blog and make it something really special! For the past few days a friend of mine kept asking me, what am I doing and all I have been replying was working on the blog... they was like that over important. Yes my blog is important... It is mine and I love connecting to people even though I am really not sure if anyone actually reads! I love my blog. It is mine and always will be.

So whatever you are going through always believe God has a plan for you and the struggles are going to make you stronger to face the amazing plans he has in store for you! After all we must grow and it is the bad times that help us grow the most! Also if you need someone to talk to I am always here...

Thursday, August 11, 2016

What I think!

What I think!


In life we get amazing moments! We get a lot something’s we never realise it till it passes and the person leaves! It the moments that replay in your head over and over! It when you wonder what if you choose him or how different life is if you realised soon! It is the moment that makes you giggle inside when it crosses your mind. Then you go down memory lane think all about those moments! The looks.... the smile.... everything... 

But life is not about what ifs! Sure they that someone else but you all made decisions and sometimes it works out and sometimes we find our back to the “what if’s”! Sometimes... You never know. So life the live you choose forget about the “what if's”... Let the path you choose guide you and see it to the finish! They are always exception... If the person you choose treats you unfairly and not how you know your should be treated leave! Which is hard to do than said? I understand.... You build a live and a long time spent building that relationship.......... I understand I hate the starting over and doing it all over again with someone else! 

Think about this, where do you see yourself in five year! Is that person telling you what to do? What you should wear? Who you should talk to? Who you should be friends with? You are a human not someone child or pet! No one you date or be with should ever pick your friends for you! Yes we can be friends with whomever we choose! I know your thinking but the person is my boyfriend/girlfriend.... Yes indeed but there are not your parents! Sit down have chat! Place down the rules and if they don't like it!!! They know where the door is!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Seriously you are gorgeous don't let anyone till you know you should or should not live the life you was given!!! 

They do say be with the person who accepts you for you!!! Changing you is not accepting you!! I am not telling you go break up and telling you go find your voice in the relationship! No everything as to be the other person’s way....... You have a voice and a say in the relationship that you are in!! Let’s be frank! It takes two people to be in a relationship so stand up for what you believe and do not just say yes to everything that they say! Okay beautiful person!!

Now go to my contact me list and email me or just comment below! What you want me to talk about or just to talk about that relationship of yours......Also before you leave join the blog site!

Wednesday, August 10, 2016

It is OKAY to have a bad day!

It is OKAY to have a bad day!


I want to start this post with a comment my only internet friend who comments on my blog! “Every sunset is a gift of sunrise to someone else.”

Everyone, some point or another has a bad day or two... Yes we all have them but some of us can fake it till we make it.... and well some just lets it make out day sourer than it needs to be! I am that friend that everyone calls or text when something is wrong! Thing is they want me to solve it! Which I completely understand but some battles we have to face on our own and make the decisions by ourselves. Yes, we all have that one friend we think can fix any situation....

But sometimes before you make that call or text that friend... think about why that situation pushed your buttons!! Like why that person or the situation did affected you so much! Like yeah I know some people are a bit too much to handle! I like do not like when someone "nags" bothers me! Like ask me once and I would do as best as I can to help you! 

But some situations are really hard to put to the side! Like when someone you loved passed and it that day and all you want is to be alone! But it is really funny how it is those days’ people annoy you the most! Like I got my share of people passing away! Last year around May-June three relative of mines passed and during those months are normally my final exams that predict my future! Really no joke! I basically faked that smile though out that time period and up to this day no one in my class or school know what was going on with my family! But I guess that is how I am.... I am not one to vent to someone at all! We have to be real close and I know you care about what I have to say for me to open up! 

In all honesty! My best grandmother in the world passed when I was seven and last year was her tenth year of passing....Everyone says that time heels the pain... But I was watching some movie and the person said that our mind makes us forget things about the person so that we can heel! Which honestly is true... without pictures and videos of her I would not be able to full describe or draw her! But one thing I can never forget is my favourite moments with her! I love photography but capturing the moments in real time and in real life is what makes it even special!

We all have bad days! Do not let anyone fool you we all got bad days! It is how we deal with the bad days is what makes us different! Honestly! Look for the one good thing you can find in that bad day! To be it when someone comments on my blog! I cannot describe how amazing it feels when someone... More like when that one person who is sooo amazing comments! It gives me hope for the blog! Some days is looking as the amazing sunset! It can never not let me down.... it is always amazing!!!! But when it’s really early still look at the clouds! The shapes... The colour... Because lets me honest! When we are happy we are like a white fluffy cloud and when someone or some situation gets us upset we turn into the grey clouds and we burst and eventually we feel better. Then we turn back to being a white fluffy cloudy! The important thing to remember is after even storm is a rainbow! So no matter how horrible your day feels remember they we always be a greater reward or surprises coming after it finish!

I am currently editing this post and I experience a bad day! It was going all fine and first and then a bombshell! So I am the type of person if something special is coming up or my birthday I hate when someone say me what I want! It’s like you know me long enough you should know way before my birthday what I want!!! So our television in the living room is acting up well we had it roughly around 15 years or more so I understand why it gives trouble! So the courts men came with a new television and my mom was like that your gift! One it is not going in my room... plus I honestly do not watch television... If I am feeling to watch a movie I watch it on my laptop! So my solution! I am the type of person if I’m stressed and really annoyed I would go take a long shower!!!! Sorry for telling you all that childish news!!!
I am going to finish edit this post!!

The next time someone or situation makes you upset go out and just take a look at the looks and comment below what you see!